The paragraph following the (...) intrigues me most in this writing. "Connections" . . . "Connecting" . . . "Connectedness" (for me) is "the way" for me. I do not always seek it, it is simply what "I pick up". A vibe, an expression, a walk, a tone, an energy (or not), a difficulty, a want, a need, an injustice, a joy, a meaning . . . , my radar picks up. To protect myself, I hide. Since I am NOT God, I feel the weight of the world around me in a physical way. At one point in my life, "the intake" of these "Senses" shut me down entirely. I was no longer able to function. Ten years of stillness, and God took control. "I am God . . . let Me take your burden . . . Let Me carry you. ", He said.
In active submission, I have to do what I can do. With this big stuff, God wants me to hand in over to Him. I can't take in all I perceive. I'm so thankful for my Father. Amen.
On Nov 28, 2014 Amy wrote :
The paragraph following the (...) intrigues me most in this writing. "Connections" . . . "Connecting" . . . "Connectedness" (for me) is "the way" for me. I do not always seek it, it is simply what "I pick up". A vibe, an expression, a walk, a tone, an energy (or not), a difficulty, a want, a need, an injustice, a joy, a meaning . . . , my radar picks up. To protect myself, I hide. Since I am NOT God, I feel the weight of the world around me in a physical way. At one point in my life, "the intake" of these "Senses" shut me down entirely. I was no longer able to function. Ten years of stillness, and God took control. "I am God . . . let Me take your burden . . . Let Me carry you. ", He said.
In active submission, I have to do what I can do. With this big stuff, God wants me to hand in over to Him. I can't take in all I perceive. I'm so thankful for my Father. Amen.