Wanderer keeps wandering! Questions questions, no answers. That's wonderful wandering!
I do not know the answers to your "whys"???? What I do know is that when I was "suffering", a little bit earlier this evening, I went out (on my bike . . . because I am trying to be kind to a swollen ankle) to deliver church raffle tickets to a few of my neighbors. In listening to few people's stories (their sufferings), I forgot about my own.
We are all in the same boat here! You are NEVER alone! Love to you!
acceptance
Read page 420 in the A.A. big book
On Jul 27, 2014 Wanderer wrote :
Why do I keep causing my own suffering.. Why can I not see the world as I know it to be. What is this affliction? Why can I not cry?