I hear you.
Last Thursday, my son detected "a lump" on my back. In the last few days, as I have visited the general doctor and now await a call from a general surgeon, I find myself wondering what it might be . . . But, too, am finding the waiting/the process/the feeling that something is inside of me that doesn't feel right . . . Peaceful.
Dying to self every moment of every day . . . And it's OK.
great aj
On Jul 22, 2014 KEHUALANI wrote :
In Dying to Self there is an AWAKENING....Noting the Intricacies in and Self though Painful is ELATING...Though the PROCESS, PROCESSINGS, PORCESSES, will come with PAIN, and BEING UNCOMFORTABLE through each realm of their, the Transformations in MIND, BODY, and SPIRIT will release...enabling the ESSENCE to be PEACEFUL in the MOMENT by the GRACE OF HIS HAND.