As I read this I thought of two things. First, I remembered my teacher at my performing arts major. She said to me and I never forgot: "You can not give what you don't have" and she was talking about relationship with other actors and the audience as well. In relationship to other we can only give what we have.
The sond thing that comes to mind is my deep disare to be in service of people's stories but at the same time finding my way of living. Sometimes I made decisions because I needed the money and I knew beforehand that was not what I had to do. I felt it while talking to people that something was not right.
On Aug 9, 2022 Emilie wrote :