We are the Ones We've Been Waiting For

My name is Nharbiru. I did not choose this name. I am a seer. Great Spirit told me today that darkness must cover the land so he can see the ones who have the light. He is too bright to see us so he must let his light be eclipsed by the moon. Those that have the light will know this in their hearts. Fan the flame inside you and wait for him. He will find you in the night.

The only way this can be avoided is that the 3 that have been tasked to stop this are successful in thier mission.

What is their mission? If you read into the Vanir Tribe of the Norse pantheon who rarely recorded any of their stories you may see the connections I have made which have explained the experiences I have. I have experienced a lot of hardship in my life but I have forgiven even when they never apologized and I have tried to lead people into a brighter future to create a more harmonious life for us all but they have only caused me more pain and they say that all the claims I make which come true are just coincidental. They are not and I fear something terrible is coming. Not for myself but for the people for the children . For EARTH. The men in power are going to create a place we may struggle to survive in and I know there is more to me than meets the eye. I've always been hated for being a lover and I sometimes wonder if it's just a curse or something of that nature. Why has everything worked out so perfectly to fit these stories? I don't mean for it to. I didn't ask for this and if I can give it to someone else I will gladly do so. Please help me. I feel like the weight of the world is in my shoulders and it feels like it's drawing to an end. I'm tired of being in pain for a people that only cause me more pain. I'm tired of hurting because I'm trying to help. I'm tired of seeing events in my dreams that come true, I'm tired of feeling this great responsibility. I don't want this anymore.