I have experienced it so many times, but I will never forget my first one.
I was still a kid and I had a dream that my father died. He was someone I loved the most and the dream made me realize thathe would not be with me forever. It made me think about it deeply.
I remember I closed my eyes and thought if it was the last day with him, what would I remember about him and all I saw was him coughing. Back then my father used to smoke a lot and he was coughing often. In that very moment I understood that there was he, a person I loved the most and I did not know him well enough. From that moment I started living differently, more consciously.
Life is weird. I was so scared to lose him that I stopped remembering dreams, because some of tem became true before.
Then years passed. Many things happened and for some time my relationships with him were not so good. When I was on 5th month of my pregnancy, one day I visited him and we talked, just like we used to before and first time after few years we agreed. That evening he hugged me twice, that has never happened before. It was the last time I saw him alive, because the next day he died.
Already more then ten years passed from that day, but I still can feel his hug and thinking about it still makes my eyes watery.
Without that dream I would not be who I am now, because it changed the way I saw things.
On Nov 9, 2021 Nino wrote :
I was still a kid and I had a dream that my father died. He was someone I loved the most and the dream made me realize thathe would not be with me forever. It made me think about it deeply.
I remember I closed my eyes and thought if it was the last day with him, what would I remember about him and all I saw was him coughing. Back then my father used to smoke a lot and he was coughing often. In that very moment I understood that there was he, a person I loved the most and I did not know him well enough. From that moment I started living differently, more consciously.
Life is weird. I was so scared to lose him that I stopped remembering dreams, because some of tem became true before.
Then years passed. Many things happened and for some time my relationships with him were not so good. When I was on 5th month of my pregnancy, one day I visited him and we talked, just like we used to before and first time after few years we agreed. That evening he hugged me twice, that has never happened before. It was the last time I saw him alive, because the next day he died.
Already more then ten years passed from that day, but I still can feel his hug and thinking about it still makes my eyes watery.
Without that dream I would not be who I am now, because it changed the way I saw things.