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On May 20, 2021David yardley wrote :
After growing up as a child of 4
been the second eldest of 4 My sister older me 44 bro and little sis.
I was abused by my younger brother and sisters dad , my stepdad.
now I'm 44 and finally drug free, after attending his funeral a year ago and telling no one until I was 25 years old , because I had a son and needed to to those who needed to to know.
so after a year of facing my past to do best by my son , as per the person I loved hurt me, once again , drugs made me hide my hurt and child hood, health and live at 40 changed my view of life and my believe in love.
through again not so good circumstances and more heartache , this time including prison time after years of mental and physical abuse and constant cheating on her part again someone I loved had my head in a spin
my life and believes of love again shattered the small that was now nit a believe , it's more of a hope than a believe
life does that to you I guess
but I'll never give up hope.
so here after life changes through choice and health , I move from all I've ever known, although probably closer to my family than I've ever been , my mum I didn't speak to for years after she throw me out in the streets why I was hiding at hers cause I couldn't go to my flat cause I owed now a substantial amount of money for coke , by now my habits ridiculous, I'm 40 , I had speed under my pillow at 12 years old , it worked , kept me awake , surprised him , as I met him in landing . " saying come on them " heading to bathroom , pants already down !!!!
40 , on streets , another girl taken wat hope I had left , kids , the idea of a family I loved , not her she was an enabler and a user , again on my own , but this time , between her and her brother (my mate) took everything, sold everything.
I move to clactin in hunt of my REAL dad
wow
I move to where I known this women since we where kids
she moved here cause her dad (real) lived her and had shit life back in the town I and her grew up in. Just as I did , but her journey to now is so different and so inspiring I need to take a look at my self
The most amZing women 100% the most inspiring stubborn yet caring intelligent, sexiest , mind body and soul gave me something that i didn't realise but had hoped for and that was honestly and truth
ive never had that and always had to tell white lies, need reassurance and to know I'm important, this person taught me self worth and I've made her feel worthless by been overwhelmed with fear
This truly has hit me emotionally and I relate to the fear of not been loved and loved causing fear
On May 20, 2021 David yardley wrote :
been the second eldest of 4 My sister older me 44 bro and little sis.
I was abused by my younger brother and sisters dad , my stepdad.
now I'm 44 and finally drug free, after attending his funeral a year ago and telling no one until I was 25 years old , because I had a son and needed to to those who needed to to know.
so after a year of facing my past to do best by my son , as per the person I loved hurt me, once again , drugs made me hide my hurt and child hood, health and live at 40 changed my view of life and my believe in love.
through again not so good circumstances and more heartache , this time including prison time after years of mental and physical abuse and constant cheating on her part again someone I loved had my head in a spin
my life and believes of love again shattered the small that was now nit a believe , it's more of a hope than a believe
life does that to you I guess
but I'll never give up hope.
so here after life changes through choice and health , I move from all I've ever known, although probably closer to my family than I've ever been , my mum I didn't speak to for years after she throw me out in the streets why I was hiding at hers cause I couldn't go to my flat cause I owed now a substantial amount of money for coke , by now my habits ridiculous, I'm 40 , I had speed under my pillow at 12 years old , it worked , kept me awake , surprised him , as I met him in landing . " saying come on them " heading to bathroom , pants already down !!!!
40 , on streets , another girl taken wat hope I had left , kids , the idea of a family I loved , not her she was an enabler and a user , again on my own , but this time , between her and her brother (my mate) took everything, sold everything.
I move to clactin in hunt of my REAL dad
wow
I move to where I known this women since we where kids
she moved here cause her dad (real) lived her and had shit life back in the town I and her grew up in. Just as I did , but her journey to now is so different and so inspiring I need to take a look at my self
The most amZing women 100% the most inspiring stubborn yet caring intelligent, sexiest , mind body and soul gave me something that i didn't realise but had hoped for and that was honestly and truth
ive never had that and always had to tell white lies, need reassurance and to know I'm important, this person taught me self worth and I've made her feel worthless by been overwhelmed with fear
This truly has hit me emotionally and I relate to the fear of not been loved and loved causing fear
David yardley21/05/2021