One of my biggest shortcomings, I've found, is that I keep half-stepping through life. I see so many people being able to enjoy moments that I can't. Although this is a curse in one aspect (a feeling of constant disconnectedness causing dis-ease), I feel kind of gifted to be able to go through the same experiences in different instances or shells of myself. I think if I can bring all those feelings to one whole-heartedness, it can help.
Also, I think this is a great help for allegorically applying the idea of a "person" to a family, a community, a society, a world :)
On Dec 24, 2006 supun wrote :