Peace is Not the Ultimate Answer

I sought peace for many years, and only through what has been done through me and to me can i say i found peace, but peace was never the only goal. The peace i have now is the peace that surpasses all understanding. The peace that only Christ can grant. the peace to endure the process. the peace that allows me to smile when all things are wrong, the smile confounds others, the smile that never ever leaves. The grin that supersedes all things. The grin that trusts God implicitly, and leaps abundantly. The peace that sustains me in times of trouble, and elates me in times of pain. The PermaGrin. Grin.