I have just lost my first ever pet, my cat Fifi, she was only 3 years old to kidney stones and kidney disease! It was all so unexpected and sudden, as it said in the reading that your image of your perfect world comes shattering down in the blink of an eye is exactly what has happened with me and my family, a week ago we were a perfect loving family of 2 cats and their parents and now my whole world has been crushed! The hardest part of it all is, we had to let her go, we had to euthanize her! We let our baby girl go in front of our very eyes! And in the aftermath of it, I keep asking myself did I do the right thing? Should I have kept her for longer? She was just THREE! What went wrong? May be I wasn't good enough of a parent?
It hurts like hell! I don't know what to make of it all? I am very far from being making meaning of losing my Fifi! And, all I want is, to take the time to grieve, to mourn, to cry the loss of my most beloved one!
On Jul 25, 2024 Naila wrote :