Gratefulness Happens Before Thinking

Gratitude was a something i thought forced out of a situation though it is true ,it felt bit artificial to look for it in every situation .but now what m really looking for the infinite grace surronds me ,when i get too narrow mindedly focused inside my mostly petty problems and cover up all the awesomeness .whats really artificial is me being blind the grace in plenty around me and forcefully replaying silly worries in my head