I had learned to unite with bouts of depression which became a great teacher. Then just a few days ago I found myself grieving that I was lazy aka a failure. I accepted this laziness and let go of the judgments. A new understanding of myself emerged. I was striving, trying to run my own life and in the process I was losing the gifts offered to me in every moment. I was striving to be what I thought was ‘great’—
On Sep 17, 2024 Gail wrote on Citizen Of Dark Times, by Kim Stafford: