I salute you aspiration......to have this smile inside as your real feeling, does it come from trying, or does it come from that moment of divinity that simply is there sometimes, For me it never is there if I try. Feel the feeling, no
matter what it is.
I reflect upon these words...... I feel service can be entwined with helping and fixing, how could it be any different. It depends upon the individual, and the indiviual circumstance. True, as someone who has had a chronic illness
for 19 years, there are not many who are of service, but, most just do their best.
On Jul 29, 2014 Will wrote on Every Sensation Comes to an End, by J. Krishnamurti:
A lot to, once again, think about. I find it difficult to be a human being, acceptance of that is a hard task. Choiceless Awareness would be perfect. It comes and goes. There is no Answer.