God I feel broken inside
I can't manage my life
Its too much for me
I am hurt
I am in pain
I am confused
My insides are crying
My outsides wont let me
I need you god
I want to hand over all that is broken to you
But I dont know if I have the strength to
You feel distant
But something tells me you are the closest right now
I want to trust that
I dont have the strength to do it
You will have to do it for me
I want to give up control dear god
Give me strength to do so
Give me the faith to do so
Give me belief in your love for me
For I can only see whats in front of me
Right now even that is blurred
Hold me dear god
Hug me
For I have no power to hug you backStarted the 2015 Gratitude Challenge. Very excited about it. Here's something I made: http://i.imgur.com/8Cqaj3q.jpg.
With so much content/media being pushed towards us about dreams, hopes, passion, ambition, growth etc. its easy to fall into the trap of following what the general opinion is about such things.
Connecting with and cultivating a relationship with the true source of love might be a matter of pure Grace and complete surrender which in itself is can only be experienced.
On Mar 8, 2021 AK wrote on Thirsty For Wonder, by Mirabai Starr: