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On Jul 8, 2014 Pam wrote on This is the True Ride, by Jennifer Welwood:
In thanks. I know he is where he needs to be; ending suffering but am concerned about us. I have had a therapist since before his passing but I am nowhere near where I want to be but am grateful to the heavens that we are still here with my medical condition.
On Jul 8, 2014 Pam wrote on This is the True Ride, by Jennifer Welwood:
Just what does it mean to grieve "completely and fully" I ask myself. My husband lost his battle to live in July of 2008. I remain here in the same house we bought together, reliving daily. But I carry on; with lack of money and
anger at the world for lack of compassion. Both families have remained silent; a testiment I have heard echoed in the "times" and struggle to find a way "out of my thoughts" 24/7. His was a series of medical calamities that lasted for 6 months. I struggle to see him again "on the other side."
On Jan 15, 2014 Pam wrote on Attachment is Habitual Thinking, by Miao Tsan:
You see I watched my husband go in for surgery; he was a successful trucking company owner and the surgery went terribly wrong. I have tried to tell my story a million times but been squelched a million more. Stories in stories in
stories. I have heard much about meditation and it has helped but just this week I got an e-mail alerting me that the Rehabilitation center was forced to pay out 8.2 million dollars to those patients affected. This also at the time
of our now 17 year old son's birthday to 18. A million couldas, shouldas and wouldas that I would love to tangibly throw away as they hurt so deeply. What amazes me more is how the western cullture views death. We lost my husband but why did we have to lose BOTH families? Everyone feels uncomfortable so they pretend nothing has changed when in fact it has, it has completely changed our every waking moment. Thanks for listening.
On Jan 14, 2014 Pam wrote on Attachment is Habitual Thinking, by Miao Tsan:
Yes, I have an addiction to reliving my husband's journey while hospitalized and I saw millions of errors being made. I cannot release this as it is all I have of him. He died in 2008.
On Jan 14, 2014 Pam wrote on Attachment is Habitual Thinking, by Miao Tsan:
Yes, I have an addiction to reliving my husband's journey while hospitalized and I saw millions of errors being made. I cannot release this as it is all I have of him. He died in 2008.
On Jul 9, 2014 Pam wrote on This is the True Ride, by Jennifer Welwood:
In thanks..